ive never been so homesick as i am today. my dads play went off without a hitch and i wasnt there to see it. as much as i love colombia i know i wont be able to live here forever bc ill miss big things in my family like the world premier of cadillac. i cant do that again. i love my family too much. and the fact that im not there to support my dad living out the worst thing that ever happened to him on stage, my mom having a breakdown because she misses my grandma, or my brother crying because he realizes his grandmother never had any idea that he existed, never got to hold him nor take him to his first haircut like she did with me just absolutely breaks my heart.