Friday, November 7, 2008

my own postsecret

i dont think about you that much any more, but when i do i dont feel anything, good or bad. i think my mind has blocked out any emotion tied to you because im ashamed that you made me feel the way you did. your unconscious behavior made me hate myself for almost a year and now im terrified to let anyone else in for fear i will go through it again.

the only thing i ever wanted from you was validation, but you are so damn self involved you couldnt even give me that.

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